Monday, December 29, 2003
wah~ ya ya... onli mi n em.. sometimes a bit of jing.. so where's jas?? and tt lazy lazy judy?? lol... 2003 arh... hmm.. guess i'm totally fine wif it... found a long lost fren whom i've been searching for nearly 5 years.. high n low... REALLY HIGH N LOW~ even sort of cried when someone gave mi hope to find but end up to be fake... it's all over! I've found her alrite n she told mi she has been looking for mi too! imagine tt? well we both were damn happy n it's really been so long but we still click? cool leh.... wonder when can i meet this long lost fren of mine... her homeland in Hong Kong n she studies in Aust... onli came back to S'pore for hols sometimes... hmmm...

oh...too much crap about tt gal? lol... guess i've got quite mani things done this yr... having my ears pierced... found my long lost fren... having to meet such great frens in poly... and mani mani more~!! wat can i wish for nxt yr? 'shun qi zhi ran' ba.. u guys noe i'm not a person who plans for my future... maybe i wish i can live more happily than this yr? lol... wat a wish~ muahahahaha... let mi write a real long entry this time...

Msg to Surf-Laggers Buddies:
Emily - guess we've had one step further in to our frenship? still remember the 'incident' we've had at around sec 4? suppose to forget but guess it's hard for mi... =X U've been great really... haz! wat's more to say?

Jing - 'foo ge ge'... u've been great to 'xiao wei zi' arh... lol... not too sure about how close we really are... but i can say there's effort been made... jio mi out more arh... haha!! u're in JC but u behave as if u're not... =X guess tt's erm... bad... hahaha... muz work hard k? fulfil ur dreams ba!~!

Jas - OooPz... i really dunno wat to say about u... let mi think back... have i gone out wif u? ermm... maybe once rite? hahaz... anyway... stay strong on ur will and u sure can make it through JC... wooohooo~

Is judy in here?? hmmm... yooohoo~~ hahaz... guess i flood this place like mad already ar? mUaHaHaHahAHaaa~!!! WISH YA PPL HAVE A HAPPY NEW YR!! I say we'll live better nxt yr? HEEEEE

- Shen Jing Bing -
Jos@2:20 PM

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Friday, December 26, 2003
bOinK~!! Jing Jing....done ur hw?? lol... guess u missed out lots of shopping today....hahahaha!!! =X saw ur dear Corroke leh....mUaHahA~ oh...i didn't buy present for u wor~ lol!!! dun cry dun cry... who ask u never do hw... NE NE NI POO POO~

- Evil -
Jos@10:50 PM

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hhaz.. went on a super shopping spree todae... spent bout $150...go check out my blog...

*cheeRs*
Emily@10:27 PM

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Wednesday, December 24, 2003
hMMmz.. juz realised i veri long no post msgs in here le.... aniwae... yest nite went out with HIM... we exchanged presents.... >>> check out wat he bought for mi....click here...
Emily@11:32 AM

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Tuesday, December 23, 2003
WAH~!!! Lightings!!! I am a orchard idiot and i've never seen the lightings there at night... (Sua Gu) hahaha!!! but it tot u wan go Bugis? now change back to Orchard again?? haha! still wan mi to add confident points for u arh? LOL! i think i got higher than u lor... Ne Ne Ni Poo Poo~ hahaha~ faster faster decide... maybe on Friday??
Jos@8:23 PM

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Monday, December 22, 2003
ooh ya hor... i oso haven gOt my skirt lehhh!! and i wan eat tt corokke too~ yummy! wahha... mmm xmas eve arh... tink i can leh. u can anot? but i not sure leh... hey if we tt day go orchard... very song leh. hahhaa can see the lightings too. woohoo~

jingle bell jingle bell jingle bell ROX!!

BUT HOR... I HAVEN FINISHED MY HW!!!! ARGHHHHHH
vallen@5:32 PM

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Sunday, December 21, 2003
Hey Jing Em~ When to set out for Bugis?? Hahaha... guess i can't wait for another great shopping day... I still haven't got any nice necklace tt day... haha! Faster faster... on Christmas Eve?? lolz... kidding...

Btw... we cannot go out if jing never finish her hw orh... jing dun say i never tell u ar... u dun have much time to finish those piles of hw u have.... =X
Jos@10:20 PM

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Yuan Lai You Yi Zhen De Shi Yong Heng De... I am so happi~ Shi Zhong Duo Nian De Peng You... Wo Zhong Yu Zhao Dao Le Ta... Ren Shen Zhong Zhen De Shi Ming Ming Zhong Zhu Ding De Ma? You Yuan Qian Li Neng Xiang Hui... Zhe Ju Hua Shuo De Zhen Dui! mUaHaHaHaHa~

- MiNg YuN ShI zE -
Jos@12:40 AM

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Friday, December 19, 2003

Jos@11:45 PM

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..... hMMmz... haiz...

*aLL i wAn foR chRisTmAs is YOU...*
Emily@10:35 PM

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Thursday, December 18, 2003
OH~ Who called mi Jorene?? hahaha.... nan de... lolz! well erm i onli see the first part... (close eyes for the second part) WAHAHAHA... gonna have goosebumps le....
Jos@11:44 PM

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To jorene: thanks for the advise yarz.... n for ur concern too.. =)

Hmmz... ppls... juz to update u all.. i saw HIM todae!!!! hahaz.. so happie... den we liek smsed each other after we saw each other..hhahaz.. so furnie...

*blush*
Emily@11:33 PM

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mUaHaHaHa~ i still put up my new layout in the end... cannot be i do so long but becoz some ppl dun like it den i dun put up rite?? It's my hardwork leh.... well i took in some opinions and edited my layout and hope it looks nicer now... and btw... the two pictures u all see... the MAN and the HEARTS PPL are from my book... a book written by Wu Ruo Quan... u all noe?? Wu Ruo Quan... his works are all at http://www.tokidoki.com.tw tt one?? Haha... veri meaningful guy with nice pics in the book also.... dun say not nice ar... becoz the book itself cost $17.20...

To Em: Dun think too much... As said "Chuan Dao Qiao Tou Zi Ran Zhi" ... things will get better eventually... since there are ppl helping u too... guess not to worry too much... it's not ur fault and dun blame urself... "Tian Yi Nong Ren" since things are meant to go tt way... den u have to go with it too... not to say no one will trust u in future becoz there will be still many chances for u to cover up ur mistake this time with a bigger contribution...

Oh wow i said chim things again.... hahaha... anyway... Make this Hols as happy as possible lar....
Jos@5:28 PM

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Wednesday, December 17, 2003
Personal Reflections:
hui xiang dang chu wei he ru ci yi ban yu cun zi ji dao di zai xiang xie se mo wei he hui zuo chu ru ci de jue ding shi zi ji xin li bu zhen chang hai shi bei de wo zi ji ye bu zhi dao zi ji zai xiang xie se mo shi zi si hai shi zi ji xin ji zhong wo yi dian tou xu dou mei you mei dang you ru ci shi jian fa shen wo dou hui chu xian ru ci de ju dong wo dao di shi zhe me le zhe me ru ci de xin ji zong ne hai gu yi de qu zhi zhao xiang yu de ji hui wo dao di shi fo shang dao bie ren de xin chu qu shi you ke yi de da dian hua gei dui fang wen zhi qu xiang zhen de dui le ma shi chu yu guan xin hai shi hao qi hai shi gen ben de yi zong diao cha wo zhen de bu zhi dao wo xiang wen ge ming bai dan bu zhi chong he kai shi wo zhen de liao jie zi ji ma wo zhen de shi zi ji suo zhi dao de zi ji ma ren xin nan ce a xi wang shi jian neng gei wo da an rang yi qie de wu yun chen wei zhen shi rang wo zhe ke cui ruo de xin lin you suo ji tuo ba

- Above is purely for personal reading unless u are interested to deciper it -
Jos@12:06 AM

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Tuesday, December 16, 2003
MUAHAHAHAHA!!! OH HAPPY DAY!! walk until leg pain arh!! hahaha! cool cool... hey ppl u all going out hor... watch inferal affairs hor... hahaa... nvm nvm... 38s things.... hmmm.... i am so happi today!!! juz sharing this wif u all... hahahaha
Jos@10:54 PM

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Monday, December 15, 2003
Hmm... mei mei bu yao shang xin... got mi wor! hahaha... think i missed out the happi part in my blog tt u actually called mi to chat... something tt i hope for very much... i love ppl to call mi realli... like in the past whereby my house phone rings non-stop... not like now... dunno the phone there for wat....
Jos@10:49 PM

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Some things I jUst don't understand
Some things I just don't seem to have control over
Some things I just can't take People's feelings
Some things I really need People to understand
Some things I really want help
Some things I really want to give up
Some things I just.........
Feel like noone's there....

*|oSt n Fed-Up *
Emily@10:02 PM

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Sunday, December 14, 2003
Wooo...super cold today... freezing!! now my hands are like ice-cold man~!!! Think i'm quite a wrong about myself couple of weeks ago... remember i said about not able to go on wif blogging for long... and now Hmmmmm..... haha... maybe some things are realli not as i realli tot it is... maybe i can use tt for judging ppl too? =X

- Siao Liao -
Jos@1:52 AM

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hahahz... okay larz.. think i feel much betta todae le... pls do check out my blog for more info on the camp.. happie reading... cuz it's super long... den do give some comments too... ehehx... tk care ppl....

*^_^*
Emily@12:48 AM

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Saturday, December 13, 2003
Hmm... woohooo there~ it's ok if u dun feel like telling anything... juz remember... I WILL BE THERE FOR U~ lolz... =X Cheer up baby cheer up~ hahaha... guess u shld be feeling better by the time u look at this entry here... (GIVES A SMILE) hahaha.... rite rite??

Anyone Any Ideas For A Bdae Celebration???
Jos@7:49 PM

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Friday, December 12, 2003
yeah rite....back from camp alreadi
dun wanna tok bout it okayz...
Camp was fun.. But....
HAiz....

*UpdaTEs lAteR*
Emily@11:47 PM

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Yo yo yo~ Guess em u're back today... any 'shou huo'?? LOLZ! =X tell mi about the camp leh... see if i've missed out anything great.... hahaha! (other than not able to see HIM in person... aHeM*)

Am i flooding this place or wat? Am i toking to air? Haha! Nvm...at least someone or rather someplace for mi to tok crap... to whoever is willing to read my craps... LOLZ....

Guess it's decided that i'm not going for the 4/2 gathering... Asked my jie and she's onli free on Tues which is the day of 4/2 gathering... *cLaP* think we're going to celebrate her bdae for her.... who can help mi think of wat to do to celebrate? Hee... a bit hard ar? Juz thinking if we are to go TM n CS and there we will meet the other 4/2 ppl... wat will they think of me? shld i act innocent and pretend tt i dunno the gathering? shld i apologize? or wat? hmmm... watever ~

- kNoCk kNoCK -
Jos@10:34 PM

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Thursday, December 11, 2003
Haiyo~ this place realli is GHOST SITE arh... the members all ghost si bo? am i the only human here? Hahaha.... excluding our dear emily who is not around these days... lolz Hmmm... guess i dowan to think of anything now... still haven't fulfill my wish of watching Brother Bear....haiz... hols are torturing... can feel the drift between my frens so fast... first time i've ever felt this way... hate this feeling and i long for a small gathering... dun hope for a real BIG one which i sort of detest nowadays... big gatherings are useless really... =X looking at the planning tt huiwen has done (not personal attack... no offence)... i think i have nothing to say and i am totally not interested in it... Big gatherings going for a movie?? a chat?? buffet??? OMG... *speechless*

- yAwNz -
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Tuesday, December 09, 2003
Hmm... guess there's a class gathering for mi nxt wk... but i dun seem to be interested in it... will huiwen they all be disappointed? two days later will be my poly fren's bdae and we're thinking of celebrating for her two days before tt which will be on the day of my class gathering... i am too sure about the both but i sure noe tt i am not interested in the first issue... but shld i go in order to not let some ppl disappointed?


There'll be a pri sch gathering this sat for mi.... suppose to have about 5 ppl which consists of my close pri sch buddies... juz received the news last nite tt one of them.... the best buddy whom i've known for 14 yrs said she couldn't make it becoz she realise she has a bbq tt day.... and guess wat? it's wif her JC Overseas-CIP grp ppl which actually includes Siew Hoon in it... so qiao.... sort of sad about it tt she couldn't make it but now we are thinking of meeting in the day and let her go to her bbq at nite....summore the bbq is at HER house!!! haiz... who noes we might end up going together to the bbq... lol

- Shang Xin, Shi Wang, Jin Tui Liang Nan -
Jos@3:37 PM

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Monday, December 08, 2003
okie okie pple.. i've been trying to place a space in between blogs.. did it alreadi... sorrie for ani inconvenience to ur eyes.. lolx...

Hey jas.. tuition assignments veri hard 2 get one... mine i waited for almost one month le.. still no have lolx... think sch reopen den will have... cuz now hols most families will go overseas so dun think they wanna torture their kids baz... but i think ur dad banquet job can consider... pay is super high lorx... intro mi also lehx.. den i see how.. kekex... but tt one is onli when they got wedding dinners or special function den call u work rite?? izzit??? do reply mi asap...

Argh.. i now super tired.. think i tire myself out physically n mentally....

*I neeD a SupEr duPer bREaK*

Emily@5:56 PM

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Are u talking about Swissotel Merchant Court? The one opposite Clarke Quay? the one tt Wu Zhong Xian and Sun Yan Zi went there for pepper crab for the Singapore Shi Zhi Lu Kou? Hahaha...tt one damn POSH place wor....juz beside the new Singapore History Museum...HAHA!!

Oh Oh ppl!!! My new blog layout is out le!!! Nice bo??? Give comments leh...i noe the links are a bit cheating....hahaha.... but if u never notice...who noes? Hahahah.....

- Comments Pls? -
Jos@3:53 PM

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Sunday, December 07, 2003
What The Hell Is This?!?! I read read read and mixed up Jing's n Em's entry...read until i blur....HAIYO!!! Only em u can change and edit the template thingy...hahaha! Aiyah...what's the prob of ppl looking straight in ur eyes?? I mean it's a respect to tok tt way which i usually dun....HAHA!! Well em... about ur tt 'prob'...i think we cannot realli help UNLESS u figure out urself whether u realli like tt guy or not....*gRInZ* And Er...I'm starting on my new blog design le...who noes when i'm posting it up...sikaly cannot post up den i sure FAINT...or i will change webby....let's wait n see....hahaha

- Bouncing Around -
Jos@5:25 PM

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hey hey pple, so sorry. didnt noe u all miss me tt much. lolz! acty the past few days me got online but most of time is pia sat mah... bo pian so din post any msg. ok now im gained my freedom liao.

my comments on aimeili thing:
if u zhen de zhen de hen xi huan the guy, and he oso like show interest in u, y not u juz grab the chance so tt u wun regret ltr. "the greatest regret is to regret." but if u wan him wait aft poly, den mayb the guy sianz liao or u urself oso sianz. izzit tt such a pity? sometimes i tink it isnt nice to ask a guy to wait for such a long period of time. in the end, both of them couldnt get toge (eg. my fren). but if a girl like him and he dun like her. den even she waited aft her sch ended, the guy oso wun like her mah. ooh and if the girl like the guy, but he dun even noe got such person exists, den i tink she is hopeless le...haiz. but the overall decision lies on u. anyway i tink it's alwaz better to be loved den to love. (the last case is such a pathetic one.)

ehh if u all dunno wat am i crapping abt, juz completely ignored on tt. haha, i oso lost track on wat i'm toking abt.

hey ask u all, do u all often got tis weird feelings tt whenever ur guy frens are toking to u, their eyes look straight into urs? lolz...

heh heh, me now despo for money sia. where on earth can i get lotsa $$$?? be a shao nai nai?? hahaa...
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ya nor.. jing jing shi zhong le.... haiyoz... she no post msgs... i also dun wanna chui her liaoz.. lolx... jAs arh... i think CAFE CARTEL paying quite gd... heard from my fren is $5.5/ hour... but den hor... u sch goin to reopen le how to work lehx???
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Friday, December 05, 2003
OH Jas....thanks for praising...HAHA! Why u say until like tt ar? Wat see mi first time give advices on such issues? Well I do lor...but of coz provided there's someone who needs me to give...*HEE* Guess I've been giving quite a lot of such advices ever since i started poly...quite a grow up huh? LOLZ~ Well i did learn some 'experiences' about relationships through my frens...u noe them too of coz... --> Denise & Amanda lor...hahaha!

And of coz lar! with me around...not many things can 'die off' really much....hahaha...oh ya my new com...it's ok lor...juz tt it doesn't have a ZIP Drive which means it will be kinda hard for me to transfer work to n from sch..... other than tt actually it's still alrite...and er...haha...my songs all gone...WHO CAN SEND MI SONGS!!! I WAN OLD ONES~!!! lolz....

- woohooo~!! -
Jos@11:02 PM

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Thursday, December 04, 2003
AhEm AhEm~ WO DAO JIA GUANG LIN leh.... waited about a week for my new com to come....FINALLY~~!!!! Aiyah Em... This blog wun be closing lar....*I Guess* got mi mar....USUALLY i will be online lar.... and provided i am "free" to come over and take a look....hahahaha =X

Guy where guy? who? where? what? pic? hahaha....cute guy ar? btw...did he actually said he likes u or wat? I now veri blur... broken from the discussions for so long..... HAHA... relationship actually i think it's ok provided u realli noe how to control it well...as in between school work n him....is he in ur class or something? u've got to be realli sure about starting a new relationship coz i think u this gal kinda....erm...make sure u can concentrate on ur school work too.... and of coz dividing the time well between work n 'pa tuo-ing'....and...ur financial status?? HAHAHA!!! =X and oh! i missed that part! hmmm....i think being hurt mani times it's realli fine as long as u can stand up again and u're willing to accept this....purely ur own thinking wise...other ppl cannot help....ppl say a new relationship can help to heal ur wounds but of coz u have to handle it real well that it ends well one day that u dun get hurt more than before.... popular words: Learn From Mistakes!

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Jos@9:42 PM

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Hmmz pplE.. since u all dun post msgs here animore.. i delete the blog arhz??? hahaz.. j/k... cuz i realli bored.. been lookin at the same thing for like the past few nitex already... pls entertain mi ppl... =p

Haiz... i realli dunno what the cute guy thinks of mi... i really wanna know... hehex... i'm really goin crazy all over him... is it an infatuation? or is it that i really like him?? or izzit he realli too cute already???!? lolX...

*I need AnsWErS...*
Emily@9:23 PM

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Monday, December 01, 2003
hMmz pple. juz wanna share with u somethin on wat i feel...

i really wonder... if u've been hurt many times before, would u go into a new relationship once again? Actually I've been thinking n telling myself that i wanna put my studies first. But then again, there are like so many distractions around me.... I keep looking at guys...(i know tt's normal) but then hmmz... i admit that i sometimes flirt with them too... not to the extreme lar.... but i do like them ya noe.... then sometimes they give me the feeling that they like me too... then i always dunno what to do... sometimes even trying to avoid the guy... (stupid ritex??) hahaz... sO i really dunno whether i shd wait till i finish poly lehx??? When a chance comes, shd i accept it? Or shd i tell the guy to wait? hehex...

*jUZ soME tHoughTs*
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